Mr Half.

Im gonna talk about my relationship in this one.. I guarantee you a lot of you can relate to what im about to say, if you do,i wonder if you feel the exact same way. We have all went for that boy that makes you smile like you cannot even believe, but yet he hurts you more than you'd imagine he would. A boy will sit there and tell you they love you, but yet they'll continuously make you cry. I dont think boys understand that when a girl cares about a guy that every little thing they do affects us in a way too. Have you ever been told and asked this;; You deserve soo much better than that.. why are you still with him?- Well, i have been asked that a millioooon times! Most people who do put up with a ton of shit they shouldnt probably have the same reaction as me. You dont know how to explain it. You've just never had that happy or comfortable feeling with anyone but that guy, am i right? Sometime i think those are feelings that really keep me hanging on. I like a challenge too and every girl likes to fix a guy and be able to say i helped him through things, and damn well i have helped mine through a lot. I've come a long way and i dont feel that giving up now after everything is worth it. I want boy to one day be completely worth it all. I want to be able to be happy all the time and say that i actually am in love with someone. Before i can love him though, i first have to learn to love myself. All i can say is.. that boy means the world to me, and i wouldnt trade him for anyone, anyday.