bring it on!

Most girls say they want a fairy tale, but you taught me that that's not really what I want. I want someone who will make fun of me, and laugh at my jokes that aren't funny. Someone who will wrestle with me, and not let me win just because I'm a girl. Yeah, riding off into the sunset on a white horse would be nice, but playing thumb-war with you seems so much better.

perniagaan aneh!

Ketidakpuasan hati : nak respect org tua pun beragak la. Aku dtg dlu order dlu. Pakcik jual capati kat pasar mlm rapat setia ni p bgi kat org lain. Alasan x smpai hati dahulukan yang tua. Kalau 100 org tua dtg after aku, bila aku nak dpt? Aku dtg dgn budak kecil n hari nak hujan x bleh plak dia pkir. Baik kau letak kat menu makanan tu note : HANYA UNTUK ORANG TUA! First come first serve, itula pentingnya english education.

enuff is enough.

While you're off complaining that I'm ungrateful, I'll just be here throwing up everything I eat and feeling like my brain is about to explode out of my face. No big deal. You know, I love it when people just think of their self. Stop being selfish. Stop with you adorable fake attitude! I'm trying to stay positive. I'm just an ordinary people that have my limitation, don't cross it sponge. Sometimes I just wish the truth didn't suck but having you is teribbly suck. What should i do? From the bottom of my heart, I do wish to understanding but it just doesn't make sense. I can't stand when people try to bring such fake halo in their head. If you believe yourselves friends, why would you be so quick to assume the worst? Grow up. Friendship/relationship is not your playground. Came back to reality.

this is not me!

lack of design make me suck. hahaha!

where's my spartan?

There's a point in your life when U know who stays forever, and who's just around for a while. people change, but so do U. sometimes for the best, and sometimes for the worst.bad things happen to everyone, u're not in it alone. people lie, and some people just don't care how u feel. your heart beats, no matter how much pain you're in. everything will be ok..eventually! there are always people in your life that jst make your day, no matter the miles. i know about distance. i've been dealing with it all my life, don't tell me it's easy, because it's not. but it's worht it. i'd rather keep in touch with the people i love, than just drop it and forget about it. U don't forget the ones u love. it doesn't work like that. give it all u've got and live yr life to the fullest. people would kill to be u, hve wht you have, someone always has it worse off than u, but that doesn't mean u dont count.

Shiibbbyyy : kpada siapa yg setia dari dulu hgga skrang dgn saya. TERIMA KASIH!

Mr Half.

Im gonna talk about my relationship in this one.. I guarantee you a lot of you can relate to what im about to say, if you do,i wonder if you feel the exact same way. We have all went for that boy that makes you smile like you cannot even believe, but yet he hurts you more than you'd imagine he would. A boy will sit there and tell you they love you, but yet they'll continuously make you cry. I dont think boys understand that when a girl cares about a guy that every little thing they do affects us in a way too. Have you ever been told and asked this;; You deserve soo much better than that.. why are you still with him?- Well, i have been asked that a millioooon times! Most people who do put up with a ton of shit they shouldnt probably have the same reaction as me. You dont know how to explain it. You've just never had that happy or comfortable feeling with anyone but that guy, am i right? Sometime i think those are feelings that really keep me hanging on. I like a challenge too and every girl likes to fix a guy and be able to say i helped him through things, and damn well i have helped mine through a lot. I've come a long way and i dont feel that giving up now after everything is worth it. I want boy to one day be completely worth it all. I want to be able to be happy all the time and say that i actually am in love with someone. Before i can love him though, i first have to learn to love myself. All i can say is.. that boy means the world to me, and i wouldnt trade him for anyone, anyday.

what will i be?

To those of you who have pushed me, thank you without you I wouldn't have fallen. To those of you who laughed at me, thank you- without you I wouldn't have cried. To those of you who just couldn't love me, thank you- without you I wouldn't have known real love. To those of you who hurt my feelings, thank you without you I wouldn't have felt them. To those of you who left me lonely, thank you without you I wouldn't have discovered myself, but it is to those of you who thought I couldn't do it it is to you I thank the most because, without you I wouldn't have tried.

rocky me

Forgiveness is so hard for me, I can't forgive myself and I can't forgive you either.I can be really selfish, and I hate it about myself.
Once someone hurts me, I stop caring and for some reason think that's enough justification to do worse by them.
There always seems to be something on my mind, my mind doesn't ever shut down.
I can't ever let things be, I always read too into things. I don't think anyone can do worse by me, I'm my own worst enemy.
I don't even realize so much of the things I do. I have some ridiculous mood swings, they can get really bad. I get into these awful emotional ruts, and they are the absolute worst.

Out in

The simple things that make me happy being with friends and loved ones, sharing stories and laughter. Meet my client,waiting,free muvi,iqah's spagetti,isma's birthday and karaole in yazlie's car with iqah and rizal. What to do, my life is great.

Kebebasan Bersuara

I can only speak for myself, but yes. This is what it feels like when people only want to relate to parts of me. Take it for what it is. Humanity only sees what they want to, and just be glad to touch part of a heart.

like a g6!

Can i stop survive ?

I am well and truly sick. My face feels like it wants to explode, my neck is stiffer than, well, something much more fun than a sore neck, my shoulders feel like they're going to fall off, my stomach is churning, my ears are itchy, and I ache in more places than I knew it was possible to ache. It is possible that my internal body temperature is slightly above triple fahrenheit digits, and that I'm tickled pink which is slightly less fun than it sounds, since the tickling is inside my throat.

Concrete

I have to admit, some days this is super challenging for me to do.And one of the things I love about me is my ability to fight. And I don't mean physically. I'm pretty sure that just about anyone could take me. But this isn't about physicality. It's about internal stuff. And I love that mentally, emotionally, spiritually, I'm a fighter. I can fight my way through the mounds of steaming dung that sometimes get heaped on me, and I can come out the other side stronger for it. And I can be creative about this fighting.